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our "holidays" are ending...

Monday, December 28, 2009

It won't been long before our holidays end..
Oreos and a glass of milk are good companions when you stay up in the night.
As of right now, I'm dipping the black and white cookie into the creamy glass of milk.
Been staying up till the wee hours these past few weeks..
Along with chatting with Basyar and Priscilla on the phone. =D
Great buddies that prevent me from being lonely. =)

It's coming to the end of the year, only 3 days away.. (i think?)
This Christmas, I haven't been feeling that "Christmas mood" I've always had during the past Christmases.
Steering away from the subject, my band's gonna be performing during the NYP JAM! Finals on Jan 8th, with the song "Stolen" by Dashboard Confessional. Nice song =)
7pm to 9pm
And we're gonna be on air on the 5th of January, appearing as guests for an interview session.
And by the way, DJ Vernon A and Gen will be there as hosts on the finals.
Feel free to come and support us. :) (I'm indirectly asking you to come)

My holiday assignments are far from being completed.. =/
Hmph.. if only the days could go on like this forever..
But oh well, that's life. =)

And I'm joining my most beloved cell-group for a movie tomorrow.
We're catching Sherlock Holmes..
Hope I'll enjoy it. =)

I hope someone happens to pass by my blog or in facebook notes and reads this.. =/
If you are right now, give yourself a big hand =D

I blasts myself at 2:27 AM :)

Christmas is coming!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Hey dudes and dudettes!

I recently auditioned for NYP JAM! And it was awesome. :)
Awesome not cause of our performance, but cause of all the support my band received! Thanks a lot you guys! :D

And just only yesterday, me, Stany and Bertram performed in our church's liveconnection event. :)
We performed the song Time of Your Life and 1, 2, 3, 4.
And again thank you everyone for all your generous support. :)
Both my performances are up on facebook video, you can go check it out if you want to.

Hmmm.. I'm really bummed out by the fact that the holidays are gonna end.. Christmas is coming! But O levels are coming as well! T_T
Oh well, nothing much I can do stop it, right?
Just gonna try my best :S

And yeah, its Christmas, so there'll be "A Christmas LOVE Story" drama in my church by The Drama Ministry in my CHC :)
So, all you reading this should really go for it! Even if I don't invite you to go, you're invited!

Mmm yeah, there's candlelight service this saturday service, so its.. cool. :)
Gonna end my post here.
There! :)

I blasts myself at 7:18 PM :)

Holiday moooood

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Hey my loyal blog readers! I bet you guys are probably desperate to read a new blogpost by me right?? Aha just kidding :P

Okay so this past few weeks, tons and tons of things happened. I shall try to summarize it all in a paragraph.

first off, I had my performing arts camp, it was nothing much since the Sec 3s weren't really involved in it. Me, Nas, Basyar and gang were filming at night but it turned out unsuccesful. But still, it was a cool camp cause my friends were there. :)
Then I had my Project Tripod Camp! wootwootwoot! Had lots of fun and loved everyone there! Especially the people from my group, Avalyn, Jian Xin, Mark, Natthawut and my two most awesome facilitators Claire and Yu Chen! Haha they're really really nice people :)
And then I was in the Councillor and PSL induction camp! I really enjoyed it. Damn fun. And among my closest peers in the camp we established "The Mac People"!
*pantspants*
*catchesbreath*

I've been pretty busy with ELDDS lately. Been going to school almost every weekday for it. We've been dancing Asmaradana and Jai Ho haha damn fun. And of course there were acting as well, just not so much in my part. And I'm also involved in a zone outing event in my church so yeah I'm in the planning committee. But its all worth it! :)

This post may not be exciting at all but thanks for reading it. Have a good evening :)

I blasts myself at 9:35 PM :)

Emotional Bullshit

Monday, September 28, 2009

Hi People. Before I start off I just want to thank you guys for reading this, and I feel good knowing you even care about reading this blogpost.

Anyway, I based this blogpost on a book titled, "Emotional Bullshit". I can kinda relate to it. Yep, its been a long time since I updated my blog, and there's no better time to revive it than during the exam period. *sigh* I think everyone agrees that life has been pretty tiring, mostly mentally and emotionally.

I'm really gonna try hard during these fews days left before the exams to get my facts right.

Just before this, I was playing a flash music game on my pc. Both my parents reprimanded me about my conduct and that I should go and study, but they didn't say it in a nice way. I don't like that. And I don't understand why they do that. Minutes later, my sister started asking me if I was ever planning to study, I replied with a yes, and then she said wouldn't it be better if I was studying now than to play the flash game? Yes, she was actually at the dining table studying but not very long ago she was the playing the exact game and I haven't even really started playing yet. What she said hurt me. For some reason it did. People just can't be nice anymore.

My biggest complain about my school life is what actually happens at home. Where I;m supposed to feel comfortable. My sister has always been the one who was academically stronger between us, and even has a role of head of hip hop in her school. I'm proud that I have a sibling that's studying at HCJC but a lot of times, it affects me negatively.

My parents compare both of us a lot and obviously I'm always the one at the losing end. I''m never considered the better one in any aspect of my life, other than how I'm less aggressive and tidier, neater and that I eat my vegetables but that's just it.

Sometimes I do go to my Mom and say that I love her. But I don't usually get the same reply unless I ask for it. Her usual reply would be something like, "Alright" or "Okay".

Yeah I know all these complains are making me sound like some grumpy kid, but I just had to get rid of all that emotional bullshit somewhere. And again to the people that actually care about me, thanks. :)

I blasts myself at 10:24 PM :)

Time for relaxation.... :)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hey guys!
Been a loooong time since I've last blogged.
Around 3 weeks I think...
Haha, during the exam period I really cut down a lot of computer time.
Well, now I'm BACK
with a vengeance.

Let's see what happened...
Exams over (YAY!)
Tripod '09 is gonna start soon...
Been quite busy with that lately,
And people,
really, you guys shouldn't miss out on Tripod!
Its really fun,
and plus you'll be getting CIP Points on the way.
A lot of effort has been put into this project,
So I hope you'll support us and join! :)
That's to everyone reading this now! ;D

Missed out the Lit Outing... (booo...)
Had to go for singing lessons cause if I don't attend it, I'll still have to pay $40+ for the lesson.
Might as well go then.

The highest results for my CA are 72 for CH and 71 for EL.
I still failed one subject though,
which is the hated POA!
Got only 36 marks!
Gonna improve next term!
Wonder what we'll do in school other than check scripts now that the exams are over.
More time for fun! :D

Just came back from CGM cum Barbeque at Bert's house.
FUN FUN FUN
My whole Cell Group was there with Natthawut, Kah Fai, Shi Ying and Xiao Hui! :D
Ate lots of stuffs, played soccer, and made stupid/crappy/funny music videos.
Go check it out once Natthawut uploads it on facebook.
Planning on more outings with friends like going out for Jamming and KBOX tomorrow night!
Aha, just the sound of it is so fun!
Going through exams are worth it since we get to break free after all that stress!

That's all for you folks this time!
See you guys around!
Guys/Girls, leave a comment or tag, will ya?

Cheers! XD

I blasts myself at 10:03 PM :)

Life goes on...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Hey people.

After going through so much...
I still don't have any time to settle down.

Everyone was crying during my Grandfather's funeral.
It was really sad.
Looking at someone you love and care about.
Going away.
My Grandfather will really be missed.
By everyone in the family.
Including me.

And even after all these..
There's examinations.
I'm really stressed out.
I don't have any time for me to do what I want anymore.

I have to just set things behind me.
And go with life.
As if nothing has happened.
As if its just another day.
I have to buck up.
And let go.

I blasts myself at 10:36 PM :)

Tears.....of Grief

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Yesterday,
10:27 pm.
1st Call from my relatives from Malaysia informed us that Grandpa had just fainted and was sent to the hospital.

11:06 pm.
2nd Call.
Just when I was praying for the health of everyone in my room, I heard my Mom mention Heart Failure when she was on the phone.
I went out of my room, asked, " How's Grandpa?"
And the reply I got...
,"He's...passed away."

I miss him.
I just wished that I had more time to talk to him.
I.. never expected him to go so soon.

I feel helpless.
My Mom's feeling terrible.
If I, lost my father,
I wouldn't know what to do..

I really took life for granted.
Never lost someone before.
Until now.

Father and sister's being insensitive and thick-headed.
Pissin' me off.

SYF's out.
Depressed over the result.
How did we get COP?
What wrong have we done.
Worked so hard for..
This.

Sure,
ELDDS bonded a lot through out.
But still, I expected us to do a lot more.
a Silver at least.
And I'm really ashamed to face people.

People go,"Heyhey! What did you get for your Drama SYF?"
Me: COP
Them: Sure or not? You kidding right?
Me: No I'm not. We got COP.

We've failed expectations man.
Big time.
I feel that..
We've let down
a whole lot of people.

Disappointing
Depressing
Things aren't looking up for me.
Not at all.

I'm not going to school tomorrow.
Leaving for Malaysia later to attend my Grandpa's funeral tomorrow.
Will be back by tomorrow night.

This time.
Its not right.
Its, not right...
I don't want all this.

I blasts myself at 7:52 PM :)